In my head U_U

*this is just something that always playing in my head. so please , ignore it*


Lama lagi ka ? Sampai bila ? Are you decided to leave me already ? Hmm entah laa weyy. I can't stop thinking of you. Oh gosh , I miss you shoooooooooooooo much. It's okay I'm waiting. Just keep waiting and waiting waiting and waiting. Until when ? Ohh I will never know. Right ? HAHA -.- I'm crazy LOL v_v What's wrong with me ? Ohh please help me. I need a doctor ! Ehh jap , ada ka doktor sakit hati ? Ehh ? Lol. Weyy , aku gylaa. Give me a clap ! Haha SORANG !

Hmm , Are you ignoring me ? Ohh nevermind :'/ Please, re-read our old conversations. Just please. It was your fucking sweet words. Yes I blame you for everything. Hai. Remember how it started? It started with your "hai". And now what ? I dont want your replacement. Why are you doing this to me ? My weaknees is you. Yes you. How many times have you sat around thinking of the person you really like and wonder if they ever think of you too? I do it everyday. You are always in my mind. ALWAYS okay ? You know why I hate sleeping nowadays? Because I know I'll be seeing your face again and again and again.


Can you please stop playing with my feelings? Don't come and give me hopes and then leave just me like that. If you wanna leave me then , just leave me alone. Don't jeust stands there and give me hopes. You have no idea how much the pain you've caused to me, my heart and my mind. I'm begging, please :( Do you wanna know what is my problem ? My problem is, when I start to fall, I'll fall like really really hard :/ I thought you loved me. It seems like I'm wrong. You don;t love me. No matter what you done to me , I just can't hate you. People say , if you love someone , just let them go. Jyeaahh , I will let you go :')



THIS IS WHAT PEOPLE CALL " MONOLOG DALAMAN " n_n

Ohh kawan :')

Heyp ! Assalammualaikum :) Lama kan aku tak update blog ? Berhabuk habeh. Hahaha biarkan , abaikan , lantak pi kat dya. Aku takdak mood nk update. Aku jeles tgok org lain punya blog. Blog aku hudoh ! V_V




Kawan aku nak tinggalkan aku dah :'/ Mula mula Miza and Syahirah F , depa pi SBP yg sama. Kat Johor nohh. Tadi miza call aku , ya allah rindunyaa dya :'< Dya kirim salam semua. Mizaaaa ! Ermm aku rindu hng sgt sgt. Miza laa org yg jadi cikgu tak berbayar aku dulu. Sebab miza aku dpat A dlm sejarah , sains n math. Dya lah yg bnyak tolong aku. Thanks mizaa <3 Lepas nie sapa pulak yg nak ajar aku ? :(


Pastu Azim pulak nak pi MRSM Merbok. Ohh adikku ! Haha kami sama umur , tapi berbeza bulan. Walaupun kami berbeza jantina , kami tetap rapat. Sebab ramai yg kata , perempuan dan lelaki takboleh jadi bestfriend. Nonsense fact ! Kami okay jaa ? Semua jeles dgn kami. Kan adik kan ? Haha. Dya lah tempat aku mengadu , dya lah yg aku cari kalau aku sedih , sunyi or bla bla. Dya suka buat aku gelak. Auuwww :'D Tapi lepas nie , no more him :( Lepas nie sapa pulak nk ganti tmpat dya ?


And lagi sorang , Madieeeeeehah ! Madihah nk pi Teknik Grik :( Madi laa yg suka buat aku gelak. Dya laa yg selalu bergila dgn aku. Dya pi nnti , aku nk gilaa dgn sapa pulak ? Madii :'< and paling menyedihkan , budak kelas lama aku , semua pakat dok sombong. Lupa kawan bak hngg :(


Kenapa orang yg aku sayang yg akan pergi ? Sedih laa cenggini , sunyi laa aku nanti. " Aku bukanlah superman , aku juga bisa nangis. Bilaaa kawan baik aku , pergi meninggalkan aku. Mak aku selalu , berkata padaku ,aku nangis nmpak buruk sekali. Harus selalu kuat , harus selalu tabah , harus selalu kuat semangat ! Tapi mengapa , sedihnya rasa , buat aku menangis :')" *lirik diubahsuai dari lagu aku bukan superman-the lucky laki* Hahaha xD Lepas nie sapa pulak yg nak tinggalkan aku ? Mesti budak tuu. K , tuhan nak uji aku. Sabar Dalilah sabar :'>